What will happen if I'm gone

I have repeatedly mentioned to all whom I know, the things that you see or read in my blogs about me is only less than 10% of my life. By not knowing the other 90%, I guess it will be pretty unfair for me to be judged.

I do have my sorrow, I do have predicaments, and most of this are kept between myself and my better half of course...

Last nite, before I went to sleep, I was staring at my 3 most precious ones, and all 3 were sleeping. I didn't notice that I was staring at them for about half an hour until my better half enter the room.

During the stare, I was wondering......

What would happen to my cuties should one day something happen to me?

Will their needs be well taken care off?

Will they be able to accept that they don't have their mama with them?

Will they grow up normally, like the rest that has both of their parents?

Ya Allah....

I'm at your mercy....

I wanna live to be able to experience....

Their graduation....

Their happy moments...

Their sorrow...

Their first day of work......

Their weddings....

The birth of their child.....

I need to pray real hard!!!

Educating the cuties

Hadis R. Muslim mengingatkan kita pesanan Rasulullah SAW: “Suruhlah anak-anakmu mengerjakan solat bila mereka telah berusia 7 tahun, dan pukullah jika meninggalkannya bila mereka telah berumur 10 tahun, dan pisahkanlah mereka di tempat tidur.”

I want the cuties to grow up being a good muslim, a better muslim than I am.

I only started praying when I was in MRSM, itu pun tak cukup 5 waktu sehari...and even after I got married and got the cuties, ada gak yang telajak and tertinggal. So, I don't want the cuties to be like me and I will try to guide them. Another hadith that I wish to share...

Sabda Rasullallah yang bermaksud: "Apabila mati seseorang manusia maka terputuslah segala amalan nya kecuali tiga punca : sedekah yang berkekalan , atau Ilmu yang dimanfa'atkan oleh orang , anak yang soleh yang mendoakannya. "
(Diriwayatkan oleh Muslim)

Hence, if I don't teach and impose on the cuties the importance of prayers 5 times a day, when I'm gone, who will be praying to the mercy of Allah s.w.t. to forgive all my wrong doings..

Let me just put it this way, take it as an investments :)